Def lack of confidence, especially regarding her body. Go figure. Just her nature. It still eats at her. As part of her crowdfund group way back we asked something (cant remember) but her DM reply was she had always lacked confidence in her body and was deeply very surprised to see there were A LOT of guys that wanted to pay to see her nude. She does a very good job hiding her appendix scar and boob implant scars so i doubt it has anything to do with those.
And I might be confusing this with another ethot, but i think she said in high school she was very fat, shamed, and ostracized heavily so she became very insecure about the way she looks which apparently might be carrying over to this day.
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